I am currently in bed concentrating on my breathing. I woke up Sunday morning feeling anxious and it hasn’t shifted. This morning I’m tired and weary. I’m tired of feeling like this. I’m tired of wearing a smile to hide how I really am. I’m tired of people calling me to rant about their problems and not even thinking to ask me how I am.
It’s the people that’s closest to me that will do this but yet can’t see that I am suffering. I have loads of friends but 2 I am close to and I still can’t explain it to them. I tried a few months ago to tell them but it ended back talking about their lives.
I want to stay in this room forever and sleep. I want the world to stay outside as they are not prepared to support me.
Allinthehead2016 
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